midnignt...
i got one message from N
he said...
'i want to have date with you...
now i am at pizza hut.Eat small pizza with ice lemon tea...
Even my favorite food, only can eat a few without you.
Means how much i feel safe when with you.missing you...'
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every October is our top moving month.
N and me keep moving from this city to that city.
This month we only meet each other 6 days in Japan.
If everything is going well...then we will keep this way at least two-three years...or longer
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Every time after my business trip without T
T always goes back baby time...
Keep following me...keep asking me to do many things with him
even when i wash face, he will stand just beside me, and keep talking to me.
He will become very sweet baby
He will share all his candies,cookies,toys,every every thing with me.
He will hold me and tell me he loves me
He will touch my hair and smile to me
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I know one more year later...
I cannot fly with T so often when he start going elementary shcool
Even N told me that T still can fly with me before junior high school
Especially when i fly back to Taiwan, N hopes T always can fly back with me
Cause Taiwan has his family and is his country as well
But...i know...i wont...since he start going to elementary school
I wont let him take holiday cause my business trip
but now...it is too early to worry about it...
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it is very quiet night
everyone is sleeping now
hope all my love have a nice dream.......................................................................
