北緯34.4度

again...

i dreamed about you...

this time you were doctor.

the same... i could not see your face

just know was you again.

i only can see your clothes

you dressed well

pretty printing flower shirt

in my dream

i would deliver baby soon

in my dream i didnt want to keep baby

you said..."let me help you ,let us keep him"

i said "see...you can see me, i am still so thin, even i deliver him, he cannot survive."

"he will change our life...he will..." i kept repeating

many people were around me

you said "i am a doctor, i cannot give up any life"

suddenly very bright...i woke up

very rush i went to T‘s room

i smelled him and felt safe...

thank GOD...i have T

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that morning was raining day...

no sunshine